I feel the sadness coming on. I can only best describe it as “The Nothing” from Neverending Story. It’s like this black cloud just consuming me. I know why it’s coming. Thursday, November 2, would of been mine and Paul’s 2nd wedding anniversary. This all just sucks so bad! I need to call one of [...]

If I knew it would be the last time that I’d see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss [...]

As I stood in the shower this evening, I was thinking of Friday. Friday is a double whammy. Friday is the 1 year mark of Jeremiah’s death as well as the last time I saw and got to touch Paul before we buried him. My heart got heavy when I allowed myself to think about [...]