Archive for November, 2005

Scholarship Fund

Posted on Monday, November 28th, 2005 at 1:30 am

music: Replay of the news mood: Exhausted Scholarship fund set up for family of fallen soldierSgt. Howard Paul Allen was killed September 26th by a roadside bomb that exploded near his HumVee. He was an Arizona Army National Guardsman and left behind three children. His co-workers at Midland Credit Management are honoring Sgt. Allen’s service [...]

Happy Thanksgiving

Posted on Thursday, November 24th, 2005 at 9:02 am

music: The Macy’s Parade mood: Depressed & lonely In the spirit of Thanksgiving and with everything that’s happened in the last year I thought this would be a good idea.5 Things I’m Thankful 1. I’m thankful for my children (they are my reason for waking up every day), family and friends both new and old. [...]

Why did I ever doubt his love?

Posted on Saturday, November 19th, 2005 at 12:31 pm

music: Some late night talk show.. mood: Regretful I found an email from 6 days before Paul was killed.. We’d had a really stupid fight over how many outlets were in the kitchen of the house we were going to buy. I was stressed over dealing with things here and he was stressed over a [...]

Another Memory

Posted on Sunday, November 13th, 2005 at 10:07 am

music: Some kid show on TV mood: Empty I’m missing Paul today… mannerisms I cannot explain and fear I’ll forget.. like the way he’d dump some salsa into one of the little glass dishes and grab his tortilla chips and a soda and plop down on the floor or sit indian style on the couch [...]

Veteran’s Day

Posted on Friday, November 11th, 2005 at 5:35 am

music: Channel 12 news mood: Emotionally Exhausted Happy Veteran’s Day baby! You are my hero always and my love forever. I’m so very proud of you. I miss you more than words could ever say. The part of my heart that you have always held feels the greatest heartache it has ever known. A thousand [...]

Didn’t make it to a year

Posted on Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005 at 10:07 am

music: Barney on TV mood: Depressed Happy Anniversary Baby.. thank you for the dance last night… I love you with all my heart.. and all my soul.