music: Channel 12 mood: Lost and broken Yesterday was difficult.. we went to “visit” Paul and show him his new truck before they paint it his Hunter Green.. we told Devlin we were going to see daddy.. I’m sure you can imagine what happened when we got out of the truck at the cemetary. That’s [...]

music: Biggest Loser on NBC mood: Depressed, emotionally drained, lonely, broken I wear Paul’s watch. Every night at 7:30 Arizona time his alarm goes off. It’s 6:30 AM in Baghdad. Every night at 7:30 I say, “Time to wake up baby…” oh how I wish he would. How I wish that this was some nightmare [...]

music: If I Die Before You Wake – Dustin Evans mood: Exhausted as usual On the day I buried my husband, his unit and platoon, the 860th MP Co. 2nd PLT lost another hero. Please say a prayer for the parents, family and friends of SPC Jeremiah Robinson. He was 2 weeks shy of his [...]

music: The sorrow in my mind mood: Exhausted as usual It’s been several days since I’ve said anything. It’s been a hectic few days. It is now public knowledge to locals when the services will be so let me discuss the difficulty of this day. Yesterday (Monday) I spent the day in a state of [...]

music: Some infomercial on the TV mood: Lonely I want to share a tender memory with you all to show the things I’ll miss and document this for my own memory…If only I could see that sparkle in his eyes… When he was home on leave we were laying in bed together and he was [...]