music: Channel 12 news mood: Exhausted as usual I haven’t been posting although I’ve had much to say. I fear that my words will be taken out of context or that in my grief my messages won’t come out complete and they will be misunderstood by the media. I want to share with you the [...]

music: Channel 12 news mood: Lost and broken On September 26, 2005 SGT Howard Paul Allen made the ultimate sacrifice for his loved ones and his country. The pain that we feel right now is like having a mountain upon our chests. He was such a very large and integral part of all our lives. [...]

music: Tears on the keyboard mood: Shattered In all the emotion of the day I never came here to leave a message. My world was shattered and torn apart. My heart knows an emptiness I hoped and prayed I’d never know. On September 26, 2005 this world lost a true hero. Not just any hero [...]